i am nothing. i feel nothing. that's why i hurt you. my heart's blacker than black now (that's why i hurt you). you deserve so much better. that's why i hurt you. i hate myself (that's why i hurt you). i'm starting to feel sick. it's hard for me to breathe. i wish that i could laugh. so please help me conceive. all that's happened is too hard to believe. so much confusion. please help me breathe. i am here to cause pain. that's why i hurt you. i feed off my own (that's why i hurt you). i am a selfish fuck. that's why i hurt you. i had to go away (that's why i hurt you). i'm starting to feel sick. it's hard for me to breathe. i wish that i could laugh. so please help me conceive. all that's happened is too hard to believe. so much confusion. please help me breathe. that night, you might as well have stuck a knife in both of our hearts. my chest has caved in. salts burning my eyes. curled up in a fetal position. this i despise. this moment i despise. this moment i despise. this moment i despise. despise. despise. despise. despise. despise. this moment i despise. that's why i hurt you. that's why i hurt you. that's why i hurt you. that's why.